RELAX!

Yes. Not working drives me crazy.
I hate not having something to do or a challenge to conquer however, with the knowledge that eventually I will get a job and eventually I will be going back to school as well as volunteering and/or interning I should probably take advantage of this total down time.
When else will I have time to do whatever I want?
When else am I not going to have to worry about what time it is and have I studied enough and did I finish that work project?
Yeah I'm worried about my bills but instead of worrying myself into a panic attack (Which I do) I should really just relax!

Relax?
What the heck is that?

Yeah I'm not that type to relax.
I'm the same girl that the masseuse, the manicurist, the hair stylist even the facialist  yells at to relax.
I've been that way since I was a kid, stressing about things kids shouldn't have to stress about. This is probably why my shoulders are always killing me.

Well, I vow to myself.... No... I owe it to myself to chill the heck out and just RELAX!

So I'm going to start with an old movie (Funny face, I love me some Audrey Hepburn) that will sweep me away to a different world and then continue with reading, creating, cooking, coffee and puppy play until the day I get a call that I got a job!

Maybe I should think about starting meditation? hmmm....

-Julie